Taking On A New Shape

I am envious and hideous all at once. I have so much hatred and love for myself. I have so much issues. And this was underscored even more by the recent events of the internet. It was a trigger to see people expose too much of something too perfect for them. Erin Andrew and Ricky Berens pictures are all over the place. But even if I laugh my ass out, I can't laugh hard enough to get that shape.